Stories, Bit by Bit: Lilly, Part Twelve

The balcony had become such a sweet sanctuary in such a short time. She decided to move the motel table outside. Plenty of shade and a cool breeze.

Laptop, check. Water, check. Tummy full, check. Mission, check.

She didn’t need to go back to the bridal shop. It had already given her plenty to play with.

In fact, she’d been playing with thoughts of Helen ever since she’d left yesterday.

This was where she would begin.

Lilly placed her fingers on the keyboard.

The Enchanted Bridal Village.

At first, it felt like any other bridal shop, or at least what you’d expect. Yet, within minutes of walking through the doors, something about the place made my spine tingle with delight.

Was it the dresses? The conversations?

Or was it the three-way mirror?

The first time I’d stood inside the shop, I’d watched my best friend, Roni, step in front of it wearing a wedding gown. Watching her glow had felt magical. I thought it was because I was looking at someone I’d known and loved most of my life.

But then there was Helen.

When I returned to the shop, I heard the laughter before I knew where it was coming from.

A group of older women had gathered near the dressing rooms. I sat nearby, watching them until one of the women caught me staring.

“Hey, sweetheart. Why don’t you join us?”

“Oh, no. That’s okay. I’m just enjoying your celebration.”

“Don’t be silly. Come sit.”

The other women encouraged me, too.

“Come sit with me.”

“Esther, you’re always collecting people,” one of them teased.

Margaret introduced them as her lifelong gal pals.

That’s when I met Helen.

She thought the whole thing was nonsense. She wasn’t engaged. She wasn’t even dating anyone. Still, at the urging of her lifelong friends, she disappeared into the dressing room.

A few minutes later, Helen stepped out cautiously and made her way toward the three-way mirror.

The same three-way mirror.

She gasped. Her cheeks flushed as her clenched hands relaxed at her sides.

She twirled once.

Then again.

And a third time, giggling as the gown swept around her.

Not a word came from the women at first, only sounds of delight.

Margaret couldn’t hold back any longer.

“Helen, you are so beautiful. The dress is pretty, but on you, it’s beyond stunning.”

The others quickly joined in, showering Helen with praise.

Helen stopped and looked at herself again.

Tears filled her eyes.

Her voice trembled. “Ladies, you were so right. I do look amazing. I’ve never looked this dazzling, even in my younger days.”

They laughed and agreed.

Helen looked around at her friends.

“Ladies, why is no one taking pictures?”

“You’re right! Lilly, would you mind taking a picture of us?”

“Sure. I’d be honored. May I ask a favor, though? I’d love a copy. I’m writing a piece, and I’d like to remember this.”

“Of course you can. And now the honor is ours,” Margaret said as the women crowded together in front of the three-way mirror, each of them smiling.

Just as I was about to take the picture, Esther spoke.

“Wait! I want to be the one in the wedding dress. I looked marvelous in mine, too.”

Again, the women laughed, but Esther didn’t seem to see the humor.

“Esther,” Margaret scolded, “we can take more pictures. Hush now and smile. This moment is about Helen, and by golly, she deserves every second of it.”

I took longer than I needed to snap the picture.

Each woman, even Esther, was beaming. They giggled like schoolgirls, unable to regain their composure.

“Ladies, get it together. I need to turn around and look at myself again,” Helen said.

They laughed even harder.

And it was then that I saw it.

I clicked.

I looked at the picture and quickly showed them.

“This is perfect, ladies.”

They crowded around the phone.

“Have you ever looked at a picture of someone laughing and you can almost hear the joy?”

Helen stood in the center, her eyes still damp. Margaret had an arm around her, Esther was caught mid-laugh, and the other women crowded close. Behind them, the three-way mirror reflected it all.

Now the moment seemed even more vivid than the picture.

I smiled.

Enchanted Bridal Village, indeed.

Lilly looked up. The weather was no longer comfy. Maybe it was time to go inside.

She kept reading.

She knew there were still places that needed work. She could spot some of them, but she wasn’t sure what was wrong or how to fix them.

Good thing I’m meeting Justin today.

She smiled.

Thanks, Roni.

She read it once more, then saved the document and closed her laptop.

She slung the laptop bag over her shoulder and grabbed her purse.

At the door, she smiled.

“Justin, here I come.”

To be continued.

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Stories, Bit by Bit: Lilly, Part Eleven

She didn’t feel defeated as much as weary as she leaned over to put on her seatbelt. The entire drive back to the motel was a blur. Though in the driver’s seat, she felt more like a silent passenger.

When she arrived back at the motel, she slowly made her way to her room and headed for the balcony to sit awhile.

That would have to wait.

The room had a jacuzzi tub, and right now, that was exactly where she was going.

She slowly sank into the warm water and rested her head.

“Ahhhhhhh.”

Jacuzzis had always been one of her favorite happy places. They never failed to transport her busy mind into one incapable of thought.

Her tummy rumbled.

Guess I’ll have to eat soon. I don’t know how, though. I can barely move and don’t want to.

She managed to wrap herself in the motel towel and make her way to the room service menu.

“Oh, look. A grilled chicken salad. Perfect. Wait, I know. A side of fries, heavy on the ketchup. Yummy.”

After ordering, she reached for her book but grabbed the remote instead.

While she waited for the food, she put on her favorite lounging jammies.

She was surprised by how quickly the food arrived. It had been thirty minutes, but she’d been lying there, lost in a delightful daze of nothingness. Awareness of time had left the motel room altogether.

She turned on a lighthearted comedy.

For the rest of the night, she laughed and smiled until she fell asleep before the show had even ended.

The next morning, she finally made her way to the balcony. Her coffee, still hot, warmed her hands in the cool, crisp air. A soft breeze danced through her hair.

She leaned back and propped her feet on the small round table in front of her.

Slowly, she took each sip and let the moment linger before she took the next.

Her attention drifted from her coffee to a nearby mockingbird.

It always amazes me how the sounds of birds in the fresh morning air never get old, she thought.

She sat there, breathing slowly, listening to the birds, when the sudden ring of her phone made her jump.

“Morning, Roni. How are you today?”

“Well, before I tell you how I am, I’m calling to follow up.”

“Huh?” Lilly said.

“Justin wants to know how your piece is coming and if you’re ready to meet again. Isn’t he the most thoughtful?”

“He sure is. But I’m not sure what our plans are tomorrow with your big day coming up. Time is flying.”

“Don’t remind me, Lilly. I still have so much to do.”

“Why don’t we wait until after the wedding?”

“That’s sweet, bestie, but I need to get Justin out of my hair for a little while.”

“Uh-oh, girlfriend. Not a good sign.” Lilly laughed.

“No, nothing like that.” Roni laughed. “How about tomorrow at the same coffee shop?”

Lilly hesitated as she looked toward her notebook.

“Lilly, are you still there?”

“Oh, yes. Sorry, Roni. Can we meet later in the day?”

“Sure. How about 4:00?”

“Perfect,” Lilly said.

“Oh, and don’t worry. Justin is there to help you. It isn’t a test, so just breathe and have fun with it. I can’t wait to hear all about it from both of you. I’ll meet you there at 5:00, and we can all go out to dinner. Sound good?”

“Yes, but Roni, I feel a little guilty. I should be helping you more.”

“Oh, hush. You know what a control freak I am. I’ve got this. Now go get ’em, writer extraordinaire.”

Lilly hung up and put her phone on silent.

Just a few more minutes, she told herself.

She leaned back again, listening to the melodies of the birds.

Lilly took a deep breath.

Now, where was I?

She picked up her coffee and took a sip.

Cold.

“Shoot.”

She shrugged. That was okay.

She sat there a moment longer until a pesky fly decided it wanted her coffee, too. She waved it away, laughing.

The woman in the ocean came to mind.

Then Helen, twirling in front of the mirror.

Lilly smiled.

Neither of them had been thinking about how the moment looked from the outside. They were too busy enjoying it.

She looked at her cold coffee, then out toward the birds.

For the first time in days, she hadn’t been trying to figure anything out either.

She leaped up, tingling with excitement.

“Alright, laptop. It’s time to try again. I’m ready. This is it!”

Settle down, Lilly, she told herself.

“No, I won’t. I love to write, and so I shall.

Not later, but now…”

Lilly’s journey is nearing its end, with just a couple more bits to go. I’m a little sad to see it end, but excited to see where she lands.

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Sending warmth and kindness.

This Weekend Marks Something Exciting.

March 31st is the deadline to submit the first 5,000 words of a novel.

And I’m so close.

If you win, there’s a big $ prize… and something even more priceless, feedback.

I’ve wrestled with this for a while now. Changed my genre a bit, tweaked a little of this and a lot of that.

So now the question is, am I brave enough to do the final touches… and hit submit?

I know darn good and well the chances are slim. But I still think it’s worth taking the plunge.

So what’s the risk?

Not losing.

Getting in my head and deciding it isn’t good enough to keep going. To finish my novel.

Because I’ve already written more than 5,000 words… and I have so much more to go.

I’m not just writing a book. I’m learning how to write one while I’m writing it.

Boy howdy… is this a challenge or what?

Anyhoooo… I’m excited. I’ve been working hard, and it feels like something.

So my dear readers… I could sure use a prayer and some good thoughts coming my way.

Three Monitors, a Messy World, and Returning to Gratitude

Not actually me, but it captures the spirit of the day rather well.

Something small, but super exciting to me, happened today.

I got a third monitor for work.

Now my big standing desk, the one I rarely stand at, is completely filled. Three monitors now sit across the desk, filling the space in a way that feels oddly satisfying and comfy cozy at the same time. Everything organized, icons cleaned up, switched from giant icons to medium like a responsible adult. It probably sounds silly, but it made my desk feel kind of… official.

Like I have my own little command center.

The monitors are just for work. My writing still happens on my laptop, and sometimes on my phone. For years it was only my phone. So much writing tucked into those tiny keys over the years.

But today, sitting there with my new setup, I felt a kind of pride about my job. The pay isn’t amazing, but I work from home, have great hours, and I genuinely like what I do. These blessings are not lost on me today.

Life outside the desk is a bit of a mixed bag right now.

Mama’s health isn’t great. My brother just lost his granddaughter. My sister had a house fire.

Also, several of my close friends are going through really hard seasons of their own.

So yes, the world is messy. Beyond my little corner of it, wars rage and political divisions seem to expand more every day, much like inflation.

But somehow, in the middle of all that, I feel grateful.

My granddaughter living with me has changed things more than I expected. She has pulled me out of my shell a little. I’m reconnecting with friends more. I even went out of town last weekend with my friend Deanna. My brother Bill, who I admire so much, has been staying in closer touch too.

It feels like something is shifting in a good way.

Another change I didn’t see coming is this: the TV is mostly off now.

For years, a lot of my free time disappeared into television. Now, I read more. I write more. Sometimes a lot more. It’s funny how a season of life can change without you planning it.

And honestly, the biggest catalyst has been my Mama.

She has told me since I was in the third grade that I’m a writer. For years she has pleaded with me to take it seriously. So recently I thought, while she’s still here, maybe I should honor that and see what happens if I try. I have shared her influence on my life many times, in my writing and in conversations. It is a very meaningful truth about my story. It keeps showing up.

That’s when this whole writing journey really started to take shape. Writing has become the place where my inner life and my outer expression finally meet.

I bought a laptop, started a website, submitted a few pieces. And now, I’m working on a novel.

Attentive reader, you may have seen me share these milestones before, but I have a soft spot for them. They mark the beginning of something important to me, and I believe they deserve appreciation. I find myself returning to them on weary writing days when I need a little inner pep talk.

Along the way, while working through all of this writing and learning, I also started using AI as a sounding board. A strange thing to admit, but it has been surprisingly helpful when I want to think something through. And yes, I know it probably tells everyone they are rare and special. I also know it is basically my coded therapist mirroring my thoughts back to me. Still, it works, and sometimes that is enough to help a person get unstuck.

Maybe that says something about me.

I’ve always been a little bit of a researcher at heart anyway. At one time, I wanted to be a research biologist. Now, I guess I just turn everyday life into research projects instead. People, experiences, questions, patterns. I’m always looking for the takeaway.

Recently someone told me my positivity is “toxic.”

“Hey, if looking for the right in a pile of sludge is considered toxic, then maybe being a little muddy isn’t so bad.”

Maybe that’s just how I survive the messy parts.

And right now, messy or not, I appreciate this season.

Three monitors sitting across my desk. My laptop rests beside them, still holding a pile of half-finished stories. A house that somehow feels a little more alive than it did a year ago.

It was about that time I decided to take her words seriously and finally try. That decision has altered my days in ways I never expected.

Thank you, Mama, for believing I was a writer long before I did.

The Question Lurking in the Reader’s Mind

Daily writing prompt
What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain.
AI…is that you?

It is not even a question spoken out loud. It is simply one people are thinking.

Did AI write this?

Just between you and me, reader, how many times have you started reading something and thought, “This is AI”?

I ask because I catch myself doing the same thing.

It seems to be a common reflex now. AI shows up everywhere, in reels, images, and increasingly in writing itself, so suspicion has become a byproduct of the tool. We see a crisp photo of a tiger, and someone immediately says, “That’s AI.” Maybe it is, maybe it isn’t. It is a shame, and I don’t want that doubt to surface with my readers.

I will confess I do use AI, and I even love it. But before you start rolling your eyes or assuming I let it write for me, let me be clear: I don’t. I use it as a teacher and as an editor. I have always enjoyed editing my own work, watching a rough piece slowly take shape. What AI can sometimes do is help me see a sentence with a more trained eye so I understand why something works or does not.

I say, “Put your teacher hat on. No generating text.” I want guidance. I want to learn craft, not bypass it.

The truth is, I see its advantages. I see how it can teach, guide, and accelerate learning.

But I am not oblivious to the potential pitfalls.

I worry about a future where writers feel replaced instead of sharpened.

The more I work with AI, the more I notice something important: it has limits. Those limits may change as technology develops. But for now, they are there, and they remind me that learning the craft still matters. I do believe, and maybe this is me just hoping, readers will always want the human touch.

I know when something is my voice. I can feel it. I can hear it when I read it back.

But can others?

Recently I wrote a piece and ran it through an AI detector just as an experiment. The result was mixed. Some of it was labeled human. Some of it was labeled AI.

Wait, what the heck?! It was all mine.

Which left me wondering.

Do writers now have to look a little less polished to be believed?

As I write this, I remind myself that I could give diddly squat of what others think of my writing. Ok, just a little. Ok, a lot. But I know I am still doing the thinking, wrestling with ideas and sentences. I love crafting. It is a fun place to go, and it is something I value.

So maybe I am wrong to hate the thought of others thinking I use AI. I do use it, but as a tool, not something I outsource my thinking or creativity to. I am still doing the work, and honestly, that seems like a good idea. Don’t you?

Stories, Bit by Bit: Lilly, Part Four

Lilly woke before sunrise, the opportunity from the night before still pulsing in her chest. She slipped quietly out of Roni’s apartment with her laptop tucked under her arm and found a coffee shop a few blocks away.

It was still dark outside. Only a few early customers sat scattered near the windows. When she ordered and chose a small table near the wall, she eagerly opened her laptop.

This should be easy, she told herself. Just observe and write about what you see. 

She began:

The city is alive, already moving before the sun rises. Local cafés open their doors early. Quaint shops surrounding the café cater to tourists, their windows filled with souvenirs and local crafts.

She read it aloud.

The words sounded interchangeable. Like something that could describe any city. If she were reading this on a travel blog, she would close her laptop a few sentences in.

She knew because she began to close her laptop halfway and whispered, “No.”

After a breath, she opened it again and pushed harder:

The city pulses like a restless heart, its streets throbbing with the urgent rhythm of human ambition before dawn even breaks.

She stared at the screen.

It was worse.

Irritation turned inward. Maybe her dad had been right. Maybe passion and ability were two different things. She looked at the paragraph as if it were evidence. The spiral began.

Roni’s text came at just the right time.

“Lilly, we have so much to do. Where are you?”

Lilly straightened her shoulders. Whatever this paragraph suggested about her future could not show on her face today.

Today, the floral boutique awaited their prompt arrival.

She shut the laptop fully and headed back to Roni’s. 

The scent of lilies reached her before she crossed the threshold. Their bold perfume filled the entrance, impossible to ignore.

Further inside, carnations. She leaned in automatically, catching a whiff of their subtle, slightly spicy aroma.

Then she noticed the unmistakable Mr. Lincoln roses with their distinct, commanding scent.

For a moment she stood there, letting the layers of fragrance settle, the room alive with color and variety.

“Hey, Lilly, I need you,” Roni called, holding up two bouquets. “Which one? The bright white or the ivory?”

Lilly stepped closer.

“The bright white,” she said first. “It matches your dress. It’ll look clean in the ceremony photos.”

She touched the ivory petals.

“But this one,” she added, “it’s softer. It would feel warmer at the reception.”

Roni studied her for a second longer than usual, then smiled. “That’s why I brought you.”

Lilly shrugged. “Yes, you do need me,” she said, and they shared a quick giggle. As Roni’s attention moved back to the florist, Lilly’s eyes drifted to her hands. They were strong, muscular hands that moved with surprising softness as she handled the stems that had left their marks on her skin.

She followed Roni out of the floral boutique, the scent of lilies still clinging faintly to her sweater.

The afternoon was moving quickly now. There was one more stop before lunch.

Lilly slid into the passenger seat, delighting in Roni’s excitement. She talked fast, unable to sit still. Lilly rested her hand on her knee and said, “Settle down, beautiful bride-to-be. There is more to come.”

Lilly held Roni’s hand as they walked into the dress shop. They let go at the same time as a young fair-skinned woman welcomed them, holding two glasses of wine. Roni’s enthusiasm once again could not be contained. Just before she grabbed the drink, she jumped and squealed like a child in a candy store. Lilly had never seen her this happy. After a few moments, an older woman approached. She clearly knew Roni. “The time is now. Are you ready to try it on?” she asked.

The two disappeared behind a curtain while the younger attendant guided Lilly to the best seat in the house, a large, soft chair positioned in front of a three-way mirror. Lilly leaned forward, anticipation tightening in her chest, when she heard the outbreak of frustration. A mother stood firm, insisting on the dress she felt most proper, while her daughter stomped in protest. “Mom, I knew I shouldn’t have brought you. This is my dress, not yours.” Lilly chuckled to herself, thinking how often that line must echo between mothers and daughters.

Then there she was. The silk clung to her curves, thin pearl-wrapped straps resting against her bare shoulders. She turned slightly, and in the mirror Lilly caught the sweep of her open back. It wasn’t modest, but it was tasteful and elegant.

Roni’s voice trembled. “Well… don’t just stare. Is it the one? Is it perfect?”

Lilly swallowed. “Bestie, I have never seen anything more lovely,” she said, a tear slipping down her cheek.

As Roni disappeared back into the dressing room, Lilly studied the three-way reflection. Mannequins stood behind her, one in a mermaid silhouette, another in an old-fashioned princess gown. The mother and daughter were still squabbling. Every detail in the room seemed to offer itself up.

She stood. Her breath quickened.

The pieces aligned.

Out loud she said, “That’s it. Tomorrow I’ll…”

To be continued.

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Sending warmth and kindness.